My hearts’ desire is to share with you, about being a missionary and how I knew. And of my calling, to being made sure, partaking of his divine nature, and yet there’s more. But first, the knowing.
I have been saved over 30 years. I had a very dramatic new birth experience. God’s presence
came into my room and surrounded me. It felt like pulsating waves of warmth and living love
saturating my entire being. I was so thrilled that God was real, and that he had answered a
simple prayer. “Do you still love me? I need a bible, I don’t have one.” Oh, I was brought up in church as a little girl. But at age 18 everything changed.
After saying that simple prayer, I seemed to be impressed to turn on the television. A minister
was on. He pointed his finger at the screen and said, “Did you know that God still loves you?
And if you need a bible we’ll send you one.” That sent shock waves through my very being that God would answer in such a way. The minister led in a prayer for salvation. Then said,” you
must go tell people what God has done for you.” Needless to say, that sent me on my way.
Immediately I began to share what happened to me as I caught the bus back and forth.
People began to give their hearts to the Lord. I was so excited to tell them. I would ask them
would you like Jesus to come into your heart? And one by one would pray the salvation prayer
At the same time, I began an exhaustive study of the word of God. Night and day, I just
couldn’t seem to get enough of his word; I joined myself to a wonderful denominational church. They taught me what they knew. God bless them! I learned a great deal from them. In times of
quietness I would ask God questions. And to my amazement, someone would walk up to me at the bus stop; not even knowing my thoughts and would answer the very question that was rolling around in my head! How my heart would race with excitement in seeing him answer me in such unusual ways. My zeal you see is not without precedent.
I continued my studies and came among those who had a deeper relationship still. And as I
studied and learned about the Holy Spirit and his gift, God began to speak to me. Sometimes in 2
visions, sometimes in dreams, sometimes his tender voice on the inside. He led me in a teaching ministry to children youth and even mission groups in the early 80’s. In the denomination I was brought up in, they would have made me district superintendent of Sunday school. Then I also was asked to speak for the missionary departments in various district meetings. My great aunt was the missionary president at our local church. Yet the Lord was calling me deeper. In one
vision the Lord said I have called you to preach. I said you mean teach? He replied, “no, I said preach”. Then I began preparing sermons and my church did not believe in women preachers, so I asked a minister of another denomination what to do? He said obey the Lord. I began preaching in the nursing homes in the city jail and in Women’s Aglow meetings occasionally. I didn’t
separate myself from my church, I continued to serve in the capacity that they could receive.
Eventually I went to Rhema bible training Center in Tulsa Ok and graduated from school of
Pastor studies I would have gone on to their school of world missions, but God said to go home. Help my Dad and that there was a church in LA he would send me to. But back in the early 80’s I knew I was called to help the pastor, and I have worked with a few. I knew back in the 80’s that I would one day go to Singapore, Beijing, and the Philippines. The Lord has instructed me also to teach on Faith, the Gifts of the Spirit, Love and Prayer and healing. I have a Facebook page with about 4 years of material that you can look at. I’m learning how to create a website and blog posts. There’s over 40 groups that I already post in all over the world.
There is nothing like having confidence in knowing your purpose and being challenged to
make your calling an election sure. To the second part of the question, I’m learning to give all diligence; in adding to my faith virtue: and to virtue more knowledge. I thank God for these
wonderful classes. I can’t wait to learn how to put a seminar together and run a revival. And to knowledge temperance. And to temperance patience: And to patience Godliness. Oh, the riches of his grace, to teach us so that one day we shall see his face. And to Godliness brotherly and 3
sisterly kindness. And to all these things love. For I know if these things be in me and abound, as the scripture says, “… I will never stumble” 2 Peter 2:10
I have endeavored to give a two-fold answer the question’s set before. I pray that something said would fuel your fire even more. How I knew, and in deep relationship I did procure. And with continued diligence and the grace of God, I will make my calling sure.spirit
Timidly? No, stand out stretch forth your beautiful arms. Look upward towards the sun. (Son). God has made you soo special. You are a part of his beautiful garden.
1 Cor. 3:9
We are only God’s coworkers. You are God’s garden, not ours; you are God’s building, not ours.
A light that’s so brilliant, it lights up the night sky. Directions for the truth are clearly being seen. A beacon above the seas, guiding men safe and securely. Shine for Jesus shine! And in that final day, be caught away with the rest of his celestial beings, to shine before the King eternally.
Matthew 5:16 (KJV)
16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
Tunneling through these days and their current events, presents us with dilemmas that our hearts may resent, yet placing God higher than all else around, will grant us positive achievements and our hearts remain sound. Let him govern your life in a greater measure.
Isaiah 9:7a
Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end,
Tremendous pressure comes to bare down on you when your walking only in the permissive will of God. Don’t stay in that place, lay before him. Let him adjust your course. When you move over into his perfect will, then your passion is there, your desire fulfilled. There is no greater place to be, but in that perfect place that he had designed with you in mind.
Romans 12:1-2
1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. 2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
I had a package delivered to my door. It’s whereabouts seemed suspicious, its content needed signing for. The messenger appeared ominous, desperately wanting me to sign. He gripped the pen in his hand looking grimacing at mine. I step back with caution, glaring at the package and his face. I shut the door politely nodding, no thank you spoken with grace. The messenger then vanished, and my heart was so relieved, then in an instance I woke up, God had spoken through a dream.
“Any message sent to you, that didn’t come from me, don’t receive it, shut the door, no further it can it proceed. The word of My Salvation for you, spirit, soul, and body,
is the only message in this life, your obligated to receive.”
1 John 1:24
24 Let that therefore abide in you, which ye have heard from the beginning. If that which ye have heard from the beginning shall remain in you, ye also shall continue in the Son, and in the Father.
Wow! It’s is particularly important to get the plans and purposes of God and pursue them. For although some projects can appear to be good, yet if it is not your calling, it may go up, but you may have to start again from scratch regarding God’s purpose, and as a matter of fact, the elapse of time may severely impede, your progress for God. No! He wants you to succeed. But except the Lord build the house, the labor, the time, the energy that it claims, could be for nought, if it wasn’t from God, ( for you), your labor was in vain.
1 Corinthians 12:27,28
27 Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular.
Spiritual Gifts
28 And God hath set some in the church, first apostles, secondarily prophets, thirdly teachers, after that miracles, then gifts of healings, helps, governments, diversities of tongues. 29Are all apostles? are all prophets? are all teachers? are all workers of miracles?
Circulating through the camp of the righteous, these words were proclaimed, “He’s Alive he was seen by the women.” 24 But Thomas, one of the twelve, called Didymus, was not with them when Jesus came. 25 The other disciples therefore said unto him, We have seen the Lord. But he said unto them, Except I shall see in his hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into his side, I will not believe.
26 And after eight days again his disciples were within, and Thomas with them: then came Jesus, the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, and said, Peace be unto you. 27 Then saith he to Thomas, Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing. 28 And Thomas answered and said unto him, My Lord and my God. 29 Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed. John 20:24-29
Will you believe today.
Call upon Jesus and he will save you. Romans 10:13 He is Alive!!
Dear Father In heaven, I pray that you will breathe a fresh upon those who are reading these blogs. In the prescious name of Jesus, amen. God is sending a fresh wind of His Spirit to encourage, strengthen and equip you for the days just ahead. You’ll experience it, he will be your helper. Take them to the next level in you Lord. Give them visions and dreams. In Jesus Name, Amen.
28 And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:
29 And also upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out my spirit.
30 And I will shew wonders in the heavens and in the earth, blood, and fire, and pillars of smoke.
31 The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and terrible day of the Lord come.
32 And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be delivered:
“We walked with him. We heard his teachings. We saw his miracles. We had hoped, that he would be the Messiah.” A dark day approached the disciples of Jesus. They would go into deep sorrow. For could not the leaders see, that the hand of God was upon him. How tragic things appeared to be. Would this be the last that they would hear of the man of Galilee? This Friday commemorates the seemingly devastating defeat at least to the kingdom of darkness. But in just three days……
Matthew 27 King James Version (KJV)
27 When the morning was come, all the chief priests and elders of the people took counsel against Jesus to put him to death:
2 And when they had bound him, they led him away, and delivered him to Pontius Pilate the governor.
3 Then Judas, which had betrayed him, when he saw that he was condemned, repented himself, and brought again the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and elders,
4 Saying, I have sinned in that I have betrayed the innocent blood. And they said, What is that to us? see thou to that.
5 And he cast down the pieces of silver in the temple, and departed, and went and hanged himself.
6 And the chief priests took the silver pieces, and said, It is not lawful for to put them into the treasury, because it is the price of blood.
7 And they took counsel, and bought with them the potter’s field, to bury strangers in.
8 Wherefore that field was called, The field of blood, unto this day.
9 Then was fulfilled that which was spoken by Jeremy the prophet, saying, And they took the thirty pieces of silver, the price of him that was valued, whom they of the children of Israel did value;
A heart a mind that’s been connected
To the authority of his word remains protected
The power supply is available, so plug yourself in.
Then you will radiate peace and confident assurance.
This sends signals to the wicked one, that he stands the chance of getting electrocuted if he gets too close. Your past is gone, if you’ve confessed before God the wrong. (If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9). Now ACT like everything is copacetic between you and the King, and get supercharged on his Word.
Submit yourselves therefore unto God. Resist the devil and he will flee. James 4:7