My hearts’ desire is to share with you, about being a missionary and how I knew. And of my calling, to being made sure, partaking of his divine nature, and yet there’s more. But first, the knowing.
I have been saved over 30 years. I had a very dramatic new birth experience. God’s presence
came into my room and surrounded me. It felt like pulsating waves of warmth and living love
saturating my entire being. I was so thrilled that God was real, and that he had answered a
simple prayer. “Do you still love me? I need a bible, I don’t have one.” Oh, I was brought up in church as a little girl. But at age 18 everything changed.
After saying that simple prayer, I seemed to be impressed to turn on the television. A minister
was on. He pointed his finger at the screen and said, “Did you know that God still loves you?
And if you need a bible we’ll send you one.” That sent shock waves through my very being that God would answer in such a way. The minister led in a prayer for salvation. Then said,” you
must go tell people what God has done for you.” Needless to say, that sent me on my way.
Immediately I began to share what happened to me as I caught the bus back and forth.
People began to give their hearts to the Lord. I was so excited to tell them. I would ask them
would you like Jesus to come into your heart? And one by one would pray the salvation prayer
At the same time, I began an exhaustive study of the word of God. Night and day, I just
couldn’t seem to get enough of his word; I joined myself to a wonderful denominational church. They taught me what they knew. God bless them! I learned a great deal from them. In times of
quietness I would ask God questions. And to my amazement, someone would walk up to me at the bus stop; not even knowing my thoughts and would answer the very question that was rolling around in my head! How my heart would race with excitement in seeing him answer me in such unusual ways. My zeal you see is not without precedent.
I continued my studies and came among those who had a deeper relationship still. And as I
studied and learned about the Holy Spirit and his gift, God began to speak to me. Sometimes in 2
visions, sometimes in dreams, sometimes his tender voice on the inside. He led me in a teaching ministry to children youth and even mission groups in the early 80’s. In the denomination I was brought up in, they would have made me district superintendent of Sunday school. Then I also was asked to speak for the missionary departments in various district meetings. My great aunt was the missionary president at our local church. Yet the Lord was calling me deeper. In one
vision the Lord said I have called you to preach. I said you mean teach? He replied, “no, I said preach”. Then I began preparing sermons and my church did not believe in women preachers, so I asked a minister of another denomination what to do? He said obey the Lord. I began preaching in the nursing homes in the city jail and in Women’s Aglow meetings occasionally. I didn’t
separate myself from my church, I continued to serve in the capacity that they could receive.
Eventually I went to Rhema bible training Center in Tulsa Ok and graduated from school of
Pastor studies I would have gone on to their school of world missions, but God said to go home. Help my Dad and that there was a church in LA he would send me to. But back in the early 80’s I knew I was called to help the pastor, and I have worked with a few. I knew back in the 80’s that I would one day go to Singapore, Beijing, and the Philippines. The Lord has instructed me also to teach on Faith, the Gifts of the Spirit, Love and Prayer and healing. I have a Facebook page with about 4 years of material that you can look at. I’m learning how to create a website and blog posts. There’s over 40 groups that I already post in all over the world.
There is nothing like having confidence in knowing your purpose and being challenged to
make your calling an election sure. To the second part of the question, I’m learning to give all diligence; in adding to my faith virtue: and to virtue more knowledge. I thank God for these
wonderful classes. I can’t wait to learn how to put a seminar together and run a revival. And to knowledge temperance. And to temperance patience: And to patience Godliness. Oh, the riches of his grace, to teach us so that one day we shall see his face. And to Godliness brotherly and 3
sisterly kindness. And to all these things love. For I know if these things be in me and abound, as the scripture says, “… I will never stumble” 2 Peter 2:10
I have endeavored to give a two-fold answer the question’s set before. I pray that something said would fuel your fire even more. How I knew, and in deep relationship I did procure. And with continued diligence and the grace of God, I will make my calling sure.spirit
Hearts are yearning with the greatest desire, for God to move once again, with the Holy Ghost and fire. For God appears upon the scene when men hunger and thirst for Righteousness.
Matthew 5:6
6 Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled
Attempting to follow directions, many find themselves asking this Lord, this very question. It’s always better to stop, and consider: is what I am perceiving, violate the written Word? Also, you have to consider closely the motivating factor of what comes across the radar. Is this impression in the best interest of others, in other words will it cause a deficit, Will it leave them wounded. Even where you are concerned, can this perception be potentially dangerous to you. You want to also make note at the sense you get when it comes across. Did it cause your flesh to recoil. Was there something down on the inside that appears to be off? Take all these things into consideration before you move upon that leading. The wonderful thing about this is, as you practice checking off the above mentioned precautions, you can become expert at following the direction of the Lord.
The Good Shepherd and His Sheep
10 “Very truly I tell you Pharisees, anyone who does not enter the sheep pen by the gate, but climbs in by some other way, is a thief and a robber. 2 The one who enters by the gate is the shepherd of the sheep. 3 The gatekeeper opens the gate for him, and the sheep listen to his voice. He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. 4 When he has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and his sheep follow him because they know his voice. 5 But they will never follow a stranger; in fact, they will run away from him because they do not recognize a stranger’s voice.” John 10:1-5
We are spirit beings just like our Father. We possess a soul, and we live in a physical body. Once the reality of this arises in us. Then we will rise up and put the devil on the run. Made in God’s image and after His likeness, take His word which is what? It is “the sword of the spirit ,” and chase away every contradicting circumstance. God’s Word is alive and it’s razor edge sharp. It’s what spirit beings use to protect their inheritance that God has given.
Hebrews 4:12
“For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart
James 4:7
7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will
The Gospel is good news! So let’s spend our lifetime surrounded by its benefits. No one that knows God through our Lord Jesus Christ, has to become weak or feeble. Hallelujah! He has designed that as we live for Him He lives for us. His life which is eternal, hovers over us while we walk in the earth and envelope ourselves on His word. Thus His strength can permeate our very being. That brings great Joy! We have the ability to live all of our days in His Strength. Thank you God! Thank you Jesus for Making this possible through the power of your Holy Spirit.
This is your day. Surrounding you with Love, Joy, Comfort, and His Grace. There is none so special as you are. So precious, so sweet, so deserving of appreciation. You really deserve to be appreciated you see, the countless hours you gave to me, and to those Mamas who give to their young Globally, you will always be held in remembrance and high esteem. Mama of dignity, God’s Princess. Happy Mother’s Day Mama. Happy Mother’s Day To All. You are Greatly Loved.
My Mama transitioned to Heaven many years ago. But I’m positively sure, that she still bends her ear down to earth, to hear a sweet word of adoration, holding in memory her worth.
Looking back, I stop to rejoice. Ohhhh, and lift up my voice! God has been truly faithful in everything. There has never been a time, when I called upon Him, with earnest entreaty, that He shunned my voice, and treated it with disregard. Do you know there are things we are still learning? And a seeming delay, is not a delay but a need for His Great wisdom did you know this? In the book of James, the first chapter we find this admonition. Ask God for wisdom, He will give it to you freely and abundantly. He is actually waiting on us to approach Him for wisdom on every puzzling situation, and every thorny problem that exists before us.
The system just works this way, we have to ask, then He has every legal right to respond and get the knowledge and wisdom for all things concerning us to us. So, through the years, He has never let me down. He’s been faithful to show me the ends and outs of everything that has come my way. His track record is spotless!
He will do the same thing for you too. Don’t double over in mental pain and physical stress, but present yourself before Him in utter confidence, knowing, that If He was willing to share wisdom with me, He will do so for you as well
James 1:5-6 5 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.
6 But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.
When we think about the patients of the Father, we can get a clearer picture of the attribute of patience. In the beginning, He created a perfect world. This world was to be enjoyed by He and His man. Everything was so Exquisitely beautiful; breath taking in majesty, awesome in perception, Gorgeous in appearance. God was so excited to see what man would think about the things He had made just for him. All things were perfect.
Then came the fall. Man turn all things over to Satan. How disheartening! Was all lost? Would God suffer defeat at the hands of an outlaw spirit forever? God who is also all knowing had set up a redemption plan. But look how long it took to get it under way. Look at all the suffering that occurred before His son would arrive on the scene. Then look at how the son had to suffer to regain the heart of His created man. Now God still patiently waits until “ the lease”, so to speak, is up for Satan, and He can resume control of what was once a Paradise. When we think of these things, then it gives new meaning to 1 Cor. 13:4.
1 Corinthians 13:4a
4 Love is patient, love is kind. is patient, love is kind. is patient, love is kind.
Lord, I Lift Your Name on High Song by Maranatha! Praise Band
Lord I lift Your name on high Lord I love to sing Your praises I’m so glad You’re in my life I’m so glad You came to save us
You came from heaven to earth to show the way From the earth to the cross, my debt to pay From the cross to the grave, from the grave to the sky Lord I lift Your name on high
John 19:11-17
11 Now Mary stood outside the tomb crying. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb 12 and saw two angels in white, seated where Jesus’ body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot.
13 They asked her, “Woman, why are you crying?”
“They have taken my Lord away,” she said, “and I don’t know where they have put him.” 14 At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not realize that it was Jesus.
15 He asked her, “Woman, why are you crying? Who is it you are looking for?”
Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.”
16 Jesus said to her, “Mary.”
She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means “Teacher”).
17 Jesus said, “Do not hold on to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father. Go instead to my brothers and tell them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God
Up above the clouds, up above the storms, those who drink from the spiritual rock, soar high above all turbulent plots, that seek to shake and weaken the faith, of those who rely on the power of God’s Grace. There is no barrenness, no famine , no dearth, For God causes the Faithful to ride upon the high places of the earth.
1 Cor. 10:4 And did all drink the same spiritual drink: for they drank of that spiritual Rock that followed them: and that Rock was Christ.
Learning to follow the Spirit of God is so important. Sometimes, He will impress you to laugh or rejoice suddenly. Now your mind may try to rebuff this prompting, but don’t let your mind get in the way, follow what’s coming up on the inside. You can side step the enemies attack, and just walk away unscathed.
Isaiah 12:3 Therefore with joy shall ye draw water out of the wells of salvation.