Tremendous pressure comes to bare down on you when your walking only in the permissive will of God. Don’t stay in that place, lay before him. Let him adjust your course. When you move over into his perfect will, then your passion is there, your desire fulfilled. There is no greater place to be, but in that perfect place that he had designed with you in mind.
Romans 12:1-2
1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. 2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.